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lilpnut118
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Name: Jessica
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 11/8/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: piano, dance mainly...and i cant forget APO...
Expertise: listening to people
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/6/2003
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| baby steps is what im doing right now. wounds heal with time.  | | |
| so i took a nice little drive tonight, just to clear my mind...i ended up going to my church near the med center. the place was so serene..no one was there, most of the lights were off except one light shining towards the altar. i walked down the isle looking up...and i swear i felt like i was in a movie..so i knelt down to pray, and everything just seem to make sense. everything thats been bugging me and eating me up, just turned into a ray of light instead of this dark cloud that loomed over me. i called my best friend, and even more rays began to peek through. it was truly one interesting evening...when things seem to be falling apart in every direction, theres guidance all around, you just have to know where to look. i found my guidance tonight with God and my friends. things are looking up...tomorrow is yet another day.  | | |
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I'm thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side...
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be...
man..it sure has been awhile... im in this weird mood...maybe bc ive had a few smirnoff's... yall should try the green apple ones..kinda tasty..hehe.. anyways, ive been thinking a lot these past couple of hours and im trying real hard to figure out why i feel like shit right now. anyways, maybe its just the alcohol talking, who the hell knows...so ill leave it at that... goodnight.
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| wow so life is great...a big change from my pervious entry. its weird how fickle life can be...i just wanted to say thank you to all my homies....you know who yall are..so anyways...getting away from the mushy mushy stuff....
i have only three weeks till MCAT and i am shit scared...ah well, shit happens.. so to all the APO people who went to sectionals...how was it?? ok well, hopefully my xanga will be updated more now...ive become addicted to friendster now!! geez...whats the world coming to...ok tata for now... | | |
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